for the record

a friend of mine told me that my posts is so full of dissatisfaction and it seems that i have so much hatred towards life. well, i just wanna straighten out the facts for the record here. i know what my friend said is true. but it is not because i'm dissatisfied with life or whatsoever. in fact, i'm very grateful for the life i'm living right now. i'm thankful that god has blessed me with so many gifts and for me to be able to lead this lifestyle which many could not achieve.

so why the angry posts? why so much hatred? well, all those anger is directed at no one other than yours truly. it is my way of telling myself how much i need to improve. i'm disappointed with all the things that i couldn't achieve, all the things that's out of my reach. i know no one is perfect, but what's the harm in trying to be? why do you think my blog is titled unfinished_article? i am the unfinished article. we all are. we're not perfect and neither are we complete. life is all but a journey for us.

i know it's difficult to understand me. i confuse myself sometimes. well, i just like to think that i'm different.